HAVE YOU?

at this point of life I don't even know whether I'm such a forgiving person or I'm just too sexually attracted to him,

Gosh,
all I could think about is the negativity
it's been too long since the last time I felt that he was the right one for me
but then at one point
I'd remember every little kindness that he's ever done
and how great he was in bed.

Like, honey?
Haven't you learnt the lesson?
Haven't I learnt the lesson?