the diary of a broken women

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When someone you love is really nice to you but it turns out that he did that out of pity.

You fall in love, you fall back in love, you fall into the tragedy that has happened to you a million times before. You knew it's going to happen, but you refuse to acknowledge that he is as bad as anyone else. You refuse to accept that it was him who disappoints you twice when he was touching another girl. You didn't want to see the fact that he is someone who always breaks his promises.

But you've given all that you've got, your body, your mind, your sould, even you went broke inside out. Take it as a lesson, a lesson to learn that you shouldn't make people your everything. People are temporary.

He didn't feel the same as what you feel towards him, he prefers what he calls friends and money and even more, himself.. while you surround yourself to be inside his life, he's working hard to get out of yours. He feels trapped, but you know what to do.

And when the reality is different than what you expect, put lipstick and go on.